To the boy who never loved me back

"When you have a good heart: You help too much. You trust too much. You give too much. You love too much." 

And that's exactly what happened when we met. I can remember the first time you texted. Those endless conversations were never meant to get silent. But they did.

Soon we started hanging out together, spending days and nights together. You driving all the way just to meet and spend time, sending the text every time you thought about me, feeling happy about us being the friends.

we became the best friends. You were the person who was not completing me but enhancing me in every way.

Soon I was falling for you. I was loving every oddity of you. You seem to be the man I always dreamt about. The way you held my hand I was losing every bit of me in you.

I could see the same love in you. I believed every compliment you gave me. I believed yes I am the one for you.

But, "No matter how good you are, sometimes you are not enough for someone." and I was not for you.

You could not love me the way I ever imagined you could. You had the wings to spread, but you decided not to. The more hesitant you were to love me completely, the more reluctant you were to get that love from me. The love which was true, which was pure, which was assured but you decided to play safe. You did not want to give your everything again. You wanted to safeguard your heart from hurt. You said you love me, but then your actions said a no.

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But boy, I loved you with everything I had and managed to love you the day I realized this truth. I may not be in your future, but I would create the past you would never forget.

I just Hope to be the one

In the darkness of the room,
There is just the shine of loneliness.
In the midst of the pain,
The only relief is the sadness.
There are wounds inside,
There is this deep hurt inside
And
The only medicine is hope..
Its killing
Its paining
Its miserably bad
But in the middle of this is just hope...
Hope of being the one
Hope of getting the one
Hope of achieving the one
Hope of living the one
Hope of surviving the one
Hope of winning the one
Hope of diminishing the one
Hope of emerging as the one
In the middle of this darkness
There is just the shine if this hope...